Zakhm

Har chiz ke liye tayyar rehna aur har chiz ka samna karna,
Inme farak itna hain ki,
Tayyar har musibat ke liye ho tum par samna har chiz ka na kar paoge,
Zakhm hote nahi apne phir bhi dard utna hi mehsus karoge,
Kuch lamhe hote hain Zindagi mein jo halaato ke bahar hain,
Kuch lamhe hote hain Zindagi mein jab tum kuch na kr paoge.

-Aem Kay

Zakhm

How to practice self love: Step 1

Let your emotions flow freely. You will see the difference. You will eventually get there.

THE CLUMSY VIXEN

I had a pretty tough summer this year. It was hard. Some old feelings were triggered and I was deeply hurt. I tried to avoid these feelings for a long time and they kept coming back over and over again. I was all over the place. I tried medication, drinking away the pain, being in bed as much as I can, I tried exercising, eating healthy, going outside with as many people as possible, I tried therapy as well, but nothing really worked. Those feelings were still there no matter what I did; it was exhausting. So I did something which I should have done a long time back- Research and Development. So, I sat down one day researched the shit out of it, as why I do feel the way I do and how do I stop it. And I came to this conclusion:

All my life, ever since…

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How to practice self love: Step 1

Knock Knock

  Knock knock                   06/05/2019
Knock knock, anyone,
Anyone out there, with a free time ?
I want Someone to talk,
Someone by my side,
Someone in this whole wide world,
One person will be alright,
Just a person to feel what i feel,
To understand how i feel.
Knock knock, anyone
Anyone willing to listen to my thoughts ?
As i drown in my own sea,
I want some place,
So i could be safe, and hide,
Everyone till now i seek,
Everyone thinks i am the happiest person alive,
To the world i have smiling face,
But my soul is struggling inside.
Knock knock, anyone
Can anyone listen to what i wanna say ?
There’s a deep ocean of emotions,
To you, i wanna express,
Knock knock,
Please hear me out,
I don’t want to fade in darkness,
For my lonely soul,
Will anyone share their light.
                                                    –  Aem Kay
Knock Knock

You can be better (Part 2)

What was the first thing,
that led you on this path,
i am pretty sure,
you have asked this question,
to yourself a lot,
and your answer always being uncertain,
following your grieves,
and an oversimplified past;

That’s exactly what is going wrong,
you are trying to forget the past,
no matter how unlawful or hard it was,
you have to accept it,
go,just look yourself in the mirror,
and say yes, i have done that;
that will surely help,
and calm that loud thumping heart;

You can be better,
acceptance is the first law,
then you will see,
how things work,
and what to do,
to correct your flaw,

You can be better,
by allowing the long gone faith,
to show you the right way,
you have to take control of yourself,
and surround your mind with confidant thoughts;

Believe, that you are unique in different ways,
compare yourself, not with others,
but with your yesterday,
things go easy and achievable,
when you go frame by frame,
be remembered,
little things have always mattered,
whenever history was created,

As with the world laughing at you,
laugh with them on your yesterday,
because for right now,
you are not the same person,
you were that day,
learn from the others mistakes too,
and by being better,
make your life to learn from,
so if you ever find a darkened soul,
say this words,
“you can be better,
only you can make it better.”

-Aem Kay.

You can be better (Part 2)

You can be better? (Part 1)

A heart broken apart,
fears and tears of the failure and falls,
Right down your spine,
I know something’s taking hold of you,
Wanting you to jump a cliff off.

Playing mistakes repeatedly you had done,
You’d be drowned in your own thoughts,
That’s when it crawls silently,
Darkening that very heart,
Laughs and grinds,
You will remember,
Even after the end of a nightmares,
Waking up to self pity,
You feel lonely and scared.

Now it seems easy to surrender,
To just throw your soul away,
To use it and abuse it,
However they want,
And pass out using not much healthy ways,
Cause that very little thought of self pity,
Had made you believe,
You can now never be better in any way.

-Mukesh (aem_kay) Kumare.

You can be better? (Part 1)

The Story of HIM

15/05/2016.                                   01:45am

Dark was the space,
Fresh was the scar,
His heart was thumping so loud,
That he was sure of not holding it for far;

Fear was in his eyes,
Confused was his mind,
He continuously asked himself,
Is it worth sacrifice?

Then his heart became calm,
As he saw hope inside,
He said to himself,
Just let it go and don’t get fright;

He then took a leap of faith,
And from the blackest shadow,
In fraction of time,
He burst to become,
The Brightest Star;

His light conquered the dark,
Because it was now his time,
Though his eyes could not see,
But his soul was in every planet and every galaxy;

There were twinkling stars,
Shinning just like him,
They were spreading his rays of light,
To brighten every dim,

That was the power of hope,
Hope of creating some good,
Thus now he has become The God,
Strengthening every will,
And providing every food;

-AEM KAY

The Story of HIM

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Tuesday, 10 May 2016

               तुटलेली नाती

चार चौकतीट मन आम्ही रमवीले,
या सुंदर निसर्गाशी नाती  आम्ही तोडीले,

लगोरीच्या चेंडू पेक्षा,
टीव्हीचा रिमोट हातात हवा,
खेळतांना भांडण्याचा,
विसरलोच आम्ही गोडवा;

विसरलोच आम्ही फ़ुलांचा सुगंध ,
परफ्युम आणि ङिओच्या नादात,
तो मनमोहक गंध नाहीतर,
फक्त रसायन आमच्या श्वासात;

लोकांची खरी नावे काय हे,
लक्षातच नाही आमच्या,
कारण फेसबुक आणि व्हाट्सअपॅ वर टोपण नावे ठेवून,
आम्ही स्वता:च घालवली त्यातील मजा;

आता स्वप्नातही,
अप्सरा आणि भूतं येत नसतात ,
कारण आजचं सोडून भविष्यात कसं जगायचं,
हाच एफ विचार सतत आमच्या डोक्यात;

सगळं आता घरपोच असतं,
सगळं त्यांनी निवळलेलं असतं,
पण बाजारात जाऊन स्वतः निवळायाची,
विसरलीच की हातं;

मोठमोठी इमारती आम्ही जरी उभारले,
स्वतःचा सोयी प्रमाणे जग आम्ही बनवीले,
सोयींमध्ये रमतांना मात्र,
या सुंदर निसर्गाशी नाती आम्ही तोडीले;

-AEM KAY

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